"IM AWAKE!!"

Today I was hanging out with Rebekah, Annie, Abby,and Jessi. Just having a great time. Laughing, cutting up, making obnoxious noises with our straws in our cups,(specially Rebekah) and just having fun! We went on a nice little old picnic at the green way place where they have the man made lake. It was perfect weather for it. Well to an extent it was. Ha ha. The geese were not eating our fries that we were throwing out at them...which confused us. And of course, wasted about 7 fries. So thanks a lot geese at green way!!! That makes us feel just grand.

 So, let me just tell you about a movie called "Awake". It's one of, well now, one of my favorite movies! It's about this guy who is dating a girl, but doesn't tell his mom because his dad died and he is all she has. But him and her have been dating for about a year. He finds out he has to have a heart transplant because he has issues with his heart. In the time between finding out he needs surgery to the day he has the surgery, he tells his mom about him and his girlfriend and gets married to her. He goes into surgery, they knock him out. He is numbed and all, butt he can still.feel.everything.they.are.doing!!! He feels and hears everything that's going on! He felt them cutting into him and everything. Later on you find out that the doctor doing the surgery is in debt and is going to kill him just so he can have all his money. Oh yeah, and his wife, yeah, she is on the doctors side and only got married to the patient just so she can gain his money since she is now married to him. HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!?!?! HIM FEELING EVERY LITTLE CUT THEY DO TO HIM!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT HAPPENING?!? I know I can't!
Later on the doctors get caught, sent to jail. The mom kills herself with overdose of pills, and gives her heart to her son so he can live. Just for your information, the whole mom killing herself happened a few minutes after she was told he didn't make it. And the cops were called, and another doctor saved his life. I have to say, this movie freaks me out because what if that ever happened to me? Its just to unbarring to think about.
That reminds me of how it is for us as Christians to think of all the pain Jesus went through for us on the cross...I mean, that is so much pain. And he was not knocked out. It's crazy to think that you can watch a crazy, ridiculous movie like 'Awake' and come out with something life changing.
Now, I just have to get over this now fear of surgery and possibly being able to feel every little nip, cut, break, and scrap they do. Joy.